Attenzione: Questa
pagina riporta interviste e parole di amici e di parenti di Ann Westin,
nonchè addirittura sue stesse parole, una traduzione dalla lingua
originale avrebbe comunque variato l'essenza che si voleva trasmettere,
si è dunqe deciso di riportare le parole esatte in lingua inglese
quindi.
What we know of Anna we know from her diary:
There will never be a moment in which you are not you. Some may try
to hide their existence away, pretending they are someone they're not,
but who is this act for? You know the ultimate truth, there is no hiding
from yourself. The difficulty of it lies in our societies' ability to
create perfect illusions. On the surface she sparkled. Her family and
friends tell of the compassionate and generous young woman who did volunteer
work, loved being with people and had a talent for making everyone feel
special and important. She brought joy to others, but it eluded her.
She loved life, but it overwhelmed her.
Anna Westin's Journal:
I am scared to death about what's going on right now. I can't have any
control over my own mind. As much as I know what I need to do it's so
hard to. My moods are very extreme. One minute I'll be depressed, then
another, something will make me happy again. Anna Selina Westin lived
in Chaska, Minnesota, for most of her life. She was born on November
27, 1978, and she died on February 17, 2000, as a direct result of anorexia.
Anna Westin's Journal:
You could wake your slumbering existence as the sun recedes, feeling
guilty and worthless. Like you should have accomplished daily dreams.
But, instead, you slept in late. At the age of 20, Anna's anorexia became
so severe that her doctor urged that she be hospitalized. An expert
in eating disorders, Dr. Joel Jahraus describes the causes of eating
disorders as a combination of interrelated factors: genetic predisposition,
brain chemistry, cultural influences, a trauma or loss, and complex
family dynamics.
Joel Jahraus:
They're family illnesses by and large. They impact much more than just
the individual that struggles personally with the eating disorder, and
so the chaos and the dysfunction that develops in families surrounding
this illness can be devastating to families. Parents of a young woman
with anorexia must wade through the massive morass of fear and frustration.
They often feel that they have no power to halt their child's downward-spiraling
path.
Mark Westin:
It was like I really believed that somehow, she could just decide not
to do this anymore. And then I would realize later on that I was wrong.
And it was a hard disease to understand - to not feel like this person,
if they just had enough willpower, enough courage, and, enough-something,
that they can just will themselves out of it. And it's not that type
of a disease. Anna needed hospitalization, therapy and protracted medical
care, and the Westins had a fight on their hands with their insurance
company.
Kitty Westin:
The insurance company, who had never talked to Anna, had never seen
her, didn't really know anything about her, said that it wasn't medically
necessary, which is obscene. It makes me very, very angry. Anna had
a disease they didn't want to even hear about.
Anna Westin's Journal:
My unhappiness continues on. There really is no way to rid myself of
this, is there? And who is listening anyway? No one. My life is worthless
right now. Saying goodbye to such an unfriendly place can't be as hard
as believing in it every day. And essentially my spirit has fled already.
Anna was suffering from a serious illness that is often fatal and needs
to be treated like other life-threatening diseases. And Mark and Kitty
needed to pay for the treatment themselves.
Anna Westin's Journal:
We question our sanity, determine we've gone mad, and fall into the
pit of spent life. What do I want? That is the most difficult question,
when really I have two very conflicting answers. One which will kill
me, and at times this seems to be the most desirable. One of the many
roadblocks to Anna's recovery was the lack of adequate care provided
by her insurance company. The duration of the illness, the high cost
of treatment, the lack of knowledge and understanding about eating disorders
and the immense suffering they cause have prompted Anna's family to
speak openly about her life and death in hopes that it will help other
families. They also believe that there needs to be more research into
the causes of the disease, more effective prevention and treatments
must be developed, and managed care must be forced to provide the necessary
treatments.
After struggling with anorexia for five years, Anna committed suicide
at the age of 21.
At her grave the inscription reads: In my end is my beginning.
Epilogue
From a note by Kitty Westin:
The Westin Family's most important accomplishment is the opening of
The Anna Westin House, September 29, 2002 in Chaska, Minnesota. The
Anna Westin Foundation planned and developed the first residential eating
disorders program in Minnesota with the money Anna's family received
from their insurance company in a private settlement for "wrongful
death". They recently turned over the house to The Eating Disorders
Institute at Methodist Hospital, who is running the program. The Anna
Westin Foundation web site has lots of information about the foundation
and what they have been doing these past three years. "Anna's House"
is truly a community effort. Hundreds of people worked on making it
happen by volunteering time, talent, making donations, and supporting
the Westins in countless ways. The house is full of life, hope and spirit
and will be a place for women with eating disorders to reclaim their
lives and recover. Kitty Westin is the founder and President of the
Anna Westin Foundation, a non-profit foundation started by Anna Westin's
family after her death in 2000. The Foundation offers support, advocacy,
education and prevention programs to individuals and communities. As
president of the foundation, Kitty spends the majority of her time speaking
to groups, offering support and guidance to people with eating disorders
and advocating for an end to discrimination against people with eating
disorders.